Poison Filled Veins

Look inside of my body itself

everything looks just fine inside

thats a lie if u truly cannot see

the poison that surges in my veins

Some can see that an some cannot

those are how u can seprate people

between who truly cares an who doesnt

Those who lie to u or that speak truth

Now look again at my veins an what do u see?

u see pain, hatred, neverending sadness,

u look at me weird, trying to figure out

how this is even possible to be like this

The world has the ability to make u

feel amazing or a lost soul on this earth

ive turned into something truly different

a normal human with poison filled veins

How can u survive this when your so infected?

Honestly theres no answer to that question

pain over time corrupts whatever is left

of what used to be a normal happy soul

Once happy now turned into a darkend soul

take a cut from my wrist an watch what color

flows out from these veins, red or black?

i see black as night, so what do u see?

Is it possible to live like this u ask?

i tell u its do able tho u may not like it

every choice has a price attached

some more costly then others are

the choices u will make will determine

the level of poison that surges through u

turning u into something totally different

from that of what is to be considered normal

I will live through this tragedy someday

hoping to be freed of the poisons within

ending this pain, hatred ive held inside

To smile an have it not be a lie once again