As i look around at the wars around the world
i wonder are those truly as bad as the war
that i fight within my own heart ?
To sit there alone ina pitch black room
with nothing else but my own thoughts to hear
staring into this darkness only to see a life
i once held so dear only now to only dream about
watching the memories in my head smiling
only to watch u slowly fade into the darkness
as to say i still have u would be a lie in my heart
wishing it would be me being allowed to hold u again
yet what am i do in this unwinnable war within me ?
wishing that my pain would soon subside
only to deepen an burrow into my soul clinging
never to get rid off only suffer until the soul is gone
as ill lay here thinking the rest of my days
will this war ever be won? or is there only lose an pain?
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