Look at me, what do u see?
someone who seems to be fine
or someone whos lost the will,
to even still live on this earth?
if u think im fine, then u are blind
the pain i hold inside is so grim
Easily making your dark world
look like a nice walk in the park
To those who see the pain inside
do u really see whats inside?
or are u blind as well to it?
wouldnt be a surpise to me
the pain inside is because of loss
the chance to live being happy
shattered by my own human flaws
never to recover from that fate
That is the price u pay for indecisiveness
For once u realize what u truly had
its too late to ever get that back
so youre left only to hate youself
So whats left to do after youve lost it all?
do u sit here an cry night after night
waiting for death to claim your life
in hopes the pain goes away forever?
Or do u try to find a way to get that back?
even if its gone forever theres always that hope
or u try to get up an crawl your way slowly out
of this grim hell uve dug yourself into
whichever u do, will determine who u are
are u the one whos weak an unwilling to move
or the one who may not enjoy living but still moves
i ponder which one with time ill be in the end
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