Sunday, October 25, 2009

Feeling Of Unknowing

U ask, how are u feeling?
I dont know if im ok anymore
i just say im doing alright
when inside i want to cry

Why hide this, u ask of me?
i simply do not know why.
Feelings are running amuck
happy yet sad, mad yet happy

When youre feeling happy
an sad the next moment
its very hard to think when
even u yourself cant understand

So why am i feeling like this?
why cant i seem to get a grip
what is the reasoning behind
this feeling of no self control

I want someone to tell me,
i cant see why inside theres,
so much pain that i want
to just die to end this all

Happy one moment in life
yet feeling hurt an sad next
Theres no reason to this,
madness inside of my heart.

So please help me quickly
help me to understand it,
make these feelings stop
Before it claims my life

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