One Heart With Two Sides

This heart of mine is a conflicted indeed

On one hand its filled with love and joy,

On the other its contains misery an pain

Just as every coin has two sides, so do I

One side feels love, happiness, a feeling that

Causes my heart to want rejoice from the joy.

The other side feels lonely, incomplete, feelings

Wanting to overtake everything else I feel inside

Is there something wrong with my own heart,

Or is it merely destiny that makes me feel this

Am I destined to always face this ongoing fight,

One that could possibly last until the my end?

Is there a cure in sight for this heart of mine

Someone, something, anything  that could find,

A way to take away the dark side of my heart,

Or will I lose the fight within my own heart?

Life, Blessing or Curse?

Life itself is sometimes considered in two ways
One of which is a blessing that brings happiness
The second is a curse that brings eternal misery,
Begs the question, is it just unavoidable or fate?

Different mentalitys determine who we become,
also what course of actions we choose to take
when certain situations presents themselves,
Do you hesistate or do you go all in, do or die?

Happiness comes to those people who simplify,
not holding onto possesions in this cursed world
but can that really bring u happiness in a world
when the name of the game is Winner Takes All?

Misery tho seems to follow those ones in distress,
Those who fight to just barley survive this world,
Have they done anything wrong to deserve this?
Not neccessarily, but does that change anything?
Life does know how to take away the life of good ones
yet decent to the ones who dont deserve there own life,
Sickness claims the lifes of those we love, embedding
pain that always seems to just keep adding up on us

Is there a possible way to live here in this world happily?
or do we simply just cry it out an move along each day?
Which brings up this question to all of us in this world,
Are any of us ever Ok or simply well enough to get by?