Dreaming Of Nightmares

As i dream of you, i begin to miss you dearly

though you may be gone now from this life,

i still dream about being around you again,

Asking questions getting back some answers

So how can one talk to the ones passed on?

Is there a link that we share that allows us to?

or has my insanity gotten the best of me now?

I miss you so much my dear sis, am i wrong to?

I talk for what seems like hours, listening as well

Hearing this an that, its like you has never left

an yet,  just like that my dream begins to turn

switching from happiness to a very dark place

The once happy dream, stained with your blood

quickly becoming a nightmare, watching you 

complete the deed to free yourself, one im stuck

forced to watch, trying to scream, unable to stop it

I see before me images that i wish to be gone 

thoughts i wish to be ripped from my own head

unable to not blame myself for losing you then

waking up in tears, wanting to scream out loud

How can something start so great, end so foul?

What causes the dreams of ones we hold dear

turning into unforgiving nightmares, tormenting 

the fragile heart that we try so hard to protect?

The pain is like a disease that has no healing cure

A pain in which there is no way to forgive yourself.

My soul will always be tormented from that day,

I pray that your soul rest in peace, my dear sister

The Ties That Bind

Wishes can be like the sun to morning,
sealing the darkness once more again.
Or they can be like the dark starry skies,
swallowing the world in eternal darkness

Wishes are the tying bond between
this world an the dreams of everyone
the world we now have before us is
anything but a dream but a nightmare

Why is that?, isnt the world meant for
the dreams of those to come alive,
to flourish an grow into better things?
or was that simply wishful thinking?

Wishes are ideas that hold the ability
to either destory or power thoughts,
ones which in turn can benefit life now
or add hope for what the future brings

One must always be careful in wishing,
You might obtain it an more then can
be handled, easily overwhelming you,
so ask yourself, is it honestly worth it?

Wandering Soul

The wandering soul is a thinker indeed
looking around, exploring all options,
before ever making a single move,
but does that make him always right?

 If so then the road taken, painful as it is
will eventually with have a happy ending
or is that true? or was it a foolish decision 
that will only end in a pain stricken heart?

 On the other hand, the road not taken? A choice
has been made,  but does that make you wrong?
Or do you simply stick to the path youve chosen
even if you begin to wonder, am i right or wrong?

 But at what cost? Having to stay on your path
could cost you a chance at eternal happiness,
or at the painful expense of loved one's heart,
how far will you go to know the answer now?

 Will you wait to see if your choice succeeds later
or will you shift in your ways to not have to wait?
We all must ask ourselves, is ending the pain now 
worth it or suffer through to hope the pain fades

 The end of the road holds the key to the question
so many of us wonder, am i doing whats right?
or am i burying myself deeper into my grave?
Only time will tell if i made the right choice