Saturday, January 30, 2010

Stormy Night

Tears falling just like rain
is like watching part of u,
bleeding out to the floor
never seeming to run out

This pain i feel comes as fast
as it seems to slowly fade away
feeling your pain as if it were as
me being in your shoes this time

Never being able to escape this,
no matter how hard i may try
trying to shelter myself from it
yet still feeling the cold essence

So why is this pain so damaging
the pain strikes like lightning.
so unforgiving now that i cant cut
loose from all the sadness it brings

If u could listen to my heartbeat now
ud hear the roar just like thunder
it begs to spring forth an engulf me
yet it slowly fades away into nothing

Yet as the storm passes, the tears
slowly start to stop, drying my eyes
i start slowly getting back to myself
easing back again until the next one

Monday, January 11, 2010

Bleeding Heart

Bleeding is something we all do
some more then all the rest of us
but we dont mean literal bleeding
no this bleeding is much much worse

the bleeding heart is one most painful
no relief in sight for those who have it
an lack of understanding for those
who do not posess this pain so great

the pain of losing someone is so great
u bleed from the inside out an cry,
scream even curse gods name to the dust
but does it help? is there a cure for this ?

Only time is the healer of wounds they say
but is that truly the answer? to sit an wait?
as you feel part of u start to die as the pain
only worsens slowly eating away at you

I laugh at those who believe time is the answer
the answer is so simple but its also very painful
i speak of which is acceptance, the act of accepting
what has happened an move on with your life

Easier said then done isnt it, an yet think,
its the only answer there really is in this life
when u think about those who are gone
what would they think if they saw u give up?

Ask yourself this then think, if im truly to be happy
an show that they arent forgotten, u get back up
an strive harder an prove that just because there not
on this earth, that there not with not with u in spirit

So if u wish to sew up the broken heart within u,
let there spirit be there to guide u as each step
u slowly take an eventually u will come to stand up,
strong once again an hold yourself up once more